This is my own personal testimony.
I once said, rather flippantly and from a judgmental standpoint, that being a Christian is easy. Of course, at the time I wasn’t even walking as I should with our LORD and SAVIOR Jesus Christ. At the time, I was buying a bottle of wine about once a week and ordered beer with my meals whenever I ate out. I was still struggling with harnessing my tongue and refraining from speaking foul words. I even had the strange idea that most religions were the same, i.e., most folks were looking for the same “thing” and would eventually find GOD in their pursuit.
My mother, who was with me at the time, agreed when I said being a Christian is easy. But, now, as our most merciful and gracious GOD has drawn me closer to HIMSELF, my statement meant something entirely different to my mother, who has been walking faithfully with our LORD for about 30 years. My mother had a rough, abusive childhood — she and her 7 siblings’ mother died when she was in grade school, and her uncle offered her father to take them into his home. Long story short, his wife saw a slave force instead of children coming into their home. My mother grew up in a culture where sex education consisted of finding out the hard way. So she had a rough young adulthood. She lived in an area where people were petty and literally wicked. She experienced betrayal on many levels and went through her own spiritual battles to emerge from the fire as one whom the LORD delights in (thank you, Jesus).
So when my mother sounded off in agreement to my presumptuous, ignorant statement, she was justified. The LORD had brought her a long, long ways and always remained faithful. I, on the other hand, was speaking from a dull-of-hearing, scaled-over-eyes sort of place. The Devil had me believing that living a compromised life was OK with GOD — that though broad was the way, it would still lead to the Kingdom. Satan, you’re a liar.
But I thank our LORD Jesus Christ now that truly I see and truly I know. Do I still think it’s easy being a Christian? GOD ALMIGHTY takes care of my every need. You know how some of us plan what we’re going to wear or cook the next day? — Well, the LORD our GOD plans ahead for us like that with EVERYTHING our entire lives, not just for one or two days or a week, but GOD has already prepared all we need for all the days of our lives. HE truly does love HIS children and dotes on us.
With the LORD our GOD I have peace and joy — and not like the world’s so-called peace and joy. But the true one that enraptures my very soul. I don’t have a care or ever fret — except for the ridiculous obstacles and worries I build up in my own mind. Truly I can say the LORD blesses me everyday, and I love HIM for it. HE has taught me how to love even and to care about my fellowman. I thank you LORD.
But that’s only half the story.
The other half consists of getting strange looks when I pull out my Holy Bible on the subway — which I don’t recommend you do on a Friday or Saturday night unless you can stand the attention of drunken revelers. I have even overheard whispered comments about my attire (I wear a head covering, except for when I’m at work — that would be something else entirely). Since I am obviously not a Jewess or a Muslim, wearing a headcovering in a NYC office wouldn’t go over well.
Most of the folks I used to call my friends have essentially fallen away — servants of sin and children of righteousness don’t always mix. So I don’t have any close friends, besides Jesus — and thank GOD, HE is more than enough. I do have a church family, though, which, too, is a blessing.
I don’t suffer temptation very often and when I do, Jesus always rescues, always saves. Jesus Christ of Nazareth has truly freed me — and I know it. I don’t miss anything I had or anyone I knew before HIM. Not one thing, not one person. HE has truly separated me from the world, and I know where my place is in this life and the life to come.
It’s not like I haven’t gone through the fire myself — but it’s because of these trying times, too, that I know I can never look back (remember Lot’s wife). I expect there to be many more trials, many more temptations and I know the Devil himself will still try to make a play for me, as he does with all of GOD’s children if the LORD allows it. And I know persecution will come.
I once said, and in this I know I am justified, that only the LORD GOD HIMSELF could move me from HIS side. That’s how much I know HE is TRUE.
You see, our LORD Jesus Christ didn’t say the narrow road HE paved for me is smooth and lined with flowers; HE just said it leads to the Kingdom.
So, is being a Christian easy?
Psalm 27
An Exuberant Declaration of Faith
A Psalm of David.
1 The Lord is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; Of whom shall I be afraid? 2 When the wicked came against me To eat up my flesh, My enemies and foes, They stumbled and fell. 3 Though an army may encamp against me, My heart shall not fear; Though war may rise against me, In this I will be confident.
4 One thing I have desired of the Lord, That will I seek: That I may dwell in the house of the Lord All the days of my life, To behold the beauty of the Lord, And to inquire in His temple. 5 For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavilion; In the secret place of His tabernacle He shall hide me; He shall set me high upon a rock. 6 And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me; Therefore I will offer sacrifices of joy in His tabernacle; I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the Lord. 7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice! Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
8 When You said, “Seek My face,” My heart said to You, “Your face, Lord, I will seek.” 9 Do not hide Your face from me; Do not turn Your servant away in anger; You have been my help; Do not leave me nor forsake me, O God of my salvation. 10 When my father and my mother forsake me, Then the Lord will take care of me. 11 Teach me Your way, O Lord, And lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies. 12 Do not deliver me to the will of my adversaries; For false witnesses have risen against me, And such as breathe out violence.
13 I would have lost heart, unless I had believed That I would see the goodness of the Lord In the land of the living. 14 Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord!